Christmas eve

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guess what- it's Christmas eve already- the year just flew by quicker than a blick of the eye. I went to Pearl lounge last night with the girls, and my goodness I was so sober. I actually felt rather strange because I was so sober, which makes me think- does it require alcohol for me to associate with them. In addition, of course, I don't smoke anymore either- which really leaves me nothing to do the whole night. My clothes smelled like smoke, and although I've already washed my hair- I was forced to wash it again because I was suffocating in my hair and clothing. They were so drunk. haha. I saw Jason last night, and I was so tempted to call him when we left the club, but quickly decided not to... because I know deep inside that it's morally wrong, and I wouldn't want to commit the same mistake a second time around RIGHT before the new year. Ugh- I saw Aaron last night too- makes me sick to my stomach- yes, yes, yes it was indeed a full house AGAIN.

surprise.

so Jason told me to call him, but I didn't. so strange. Right now I don't want to bother myself wiht any unnecessary chaos because I need the energy to focus on finishing up the projects for mr. sawchuck, oh yeah, I also need to learn how to use the program AND fix my computer. I wonder if Jason could fix it- no, not that one, it's another one.

I need to get off these antibiotics and drink some alcohol- although I'm still contemplating whether or not I should buy the TNA jacket- and I think that I will buy it on boxing day- IF it's half price =)