1st Epiphany of the Year =)

yaya.....
I forgave Victor- BITE ME hahah..

I think that after he sent me flowers it made me feel cherished - for some odd reason. Anyway, I'm more willing to mend the rivalries between Nelson and I now.... I guess everything that was happening is just in my head? Perhaps- Who knows anyway. I'm trying to reduce my worrying habit- and it shouldn't be that hard; considering quitting smoking went by so easily. Surprise to know that I haven't gained any weight! Let's just say that I haven't gained any 'noticeable' weight! lol

I'm happy now, and I am going to stop while I'm happy. I'm glad that Victor finally sees 'the light', and the truth is- maybe 'the light' isn't such a great example. The truth is that everyone in thisi world has his/her ways of doing things, and I may not always agree with it. As much as I persist on changing it I've realized that I actually have...
The choice to NOT conform to their ridiculousness, that yes I do have the choice to step back and just never speak to them, and that YES it is okay to do that. That saying 'no' to those people is okay, and that NO I do not need to satisfy every human being on this planet. I spent the last couple of weeks venting about the incident that shocked my morals... and to come and think of it- maybe it wasn't worth it. What probably pissed me off was because I thought that there was no way out- that I would need to still associate with these 'people'?!!?! BUT I DON'T- dangit I'm just too nice sometimes. Those people are just rude, obnoxious and insensitive, but hey; - if that's the way they conduct their relationships- that's fine by me, because it's no longer going to affect me like it did before.

Anyway, after that incident I've grown up and learned a new lesson in my life.

Some people are just different- that's all.

I'm happy that Celine, Fifi and I get along so well. I'm happy to have Sheena, Cat and Liza in my life, and most of all I'm grateful to have Victor and my wonderful Mother in my life. I'm happy, and I'm happy that although work might not be 'all-so-nice', Rachelle and Stan are always here for me to get my back whenever I need them.
From today onwards I will live in daylight compartments, and stop worrying about the future, because the only thing that is definite is the present moment.

Our precious present moments...

God Bless,

Wynne