*sigh. Everything is unfolding as the universe continues to move.... It's 12:17am... I should really get started to study for Andrew's exam... but for some reason I've lost all motivation to do anything. I slept for five hours when I came home today *felt really sick in the stomach*. Anyway, then I woke up... ate some food--- tried not to smoke. I really need to stop smoking. I was gagging for air during my nap today (I should have known better - I'm sure that enough people say that to themselves enough times). Seriously I was wheezing and I don't like that. I want to be able to do sports during the summertime and work out on a regular basis. *sigh*. I know it's bad for me, and I know that I will need to make an effort to quit again. It's just that it's so hard because on the weekends I need to go out and smoke with the others and everything like that.
Gagging and wheezing should be the little light bulb on my head now *supposed to
light up*, but apparently failing to do so - not surprised at all due to my
stubborn nature.
Everyone around me is telling me not to smoke, but I do... and honestly it's so gross. It makes me smell like crap, and my skin looks really bad. Coffee is good. My strategy this time is to use coffee as a substitute for cigarettes. *lol* I can do it. I went 5 months without smoking. As much as I love to smoke -
bottom line - asthma and wheezing is definitely a sign.
Wynne *back to studying*
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