Alright...

Enough is enough. My closet smells like smoke. My hair smells like smoke. My chest hurts when I breathe. I can't really breathe properly as I'm typing this. I'm going to try my hardest not to smoke. I don't know why I'm really paying to kill myself? I'm very confused... I was so happy being smokeless... Just one cigarette can creep up so easily.

The worse part out of this is that I'm gaining weight as a result of smoking. Mostly because of the fact that I don't work out anymore--- I really need to get back on track and work out, eat right and stop smoking. I actually lost 10 pounds after quitting smoking, and I'm gradually gaining the weight back - I don't understand... maybe it's the way my body is functioning? I have no idea. I plan to work out for 20 minutes each day... cardio... I feel so nasty and out of shape--- like everything's loose?

I know that it's hard because I really like to smoke... but it's causing me so many problems...

Oh a lighter note... Who's going to York Theatre this Friday? lol, Can't wait- it'll be lots of fun.

Wynnz