Growing up...

I've been writing frequently these days... mainly because I find that life is so much more different than I thought. lol, I just thought about Vince saying "indicative"again... lol... I don't even think that's the right word HAHAHA. Anyways, so "indicatively" life is taking on some new turns. Sometimes I take things too personally. Sometimes I don't even think that I make any sense at all...

I don't get it. I don't get it,

and I know that I shouldn't care because it means absolutely nothing, but the fact that I do care and am thinking about it constantly worries me. Perhaps I do care? I'm not sure. I just want to be able to understand it. I don't get it. Why do people behave the way that they do? Why can't everything be easy to understand? lol- I guess if everything was written out like a book then life wouldn't be interesting- and ....... I probably wouldn't care to know why or how things happen the way they do. Nobody knows what I'm talking about here - hahahahaahaha. Cat went to Cuba... I'M SO ENVIOUS. I wish I could be on a beach now... by the ocean... warm breeze... paradise...

Sometimes there is just nothing to understand. I'm trying to understand something that is not able to be understood. Yes, I make so much sense now. Thanks (a-hem)... I'm watching as my life unfolds before my eyes... I did well last semester- VERY SURPRISED. Proud of my straight A's... lol... I'm ready to take the challenge this summer... I wonder how well I'll do with my five courses? lol, wish me luck.