My face looks grey

Came home tonight and decided to watch Shanghai Triads with my mom, and it actually turned out to be a great movie. Gong Li was spectacular... flawless... she played her part like reality--- During the movie though- I stood up to get a glass of water, and as I walked past my washroom I looked at my face in the mirror. I have never seen my face this pale in my entire life. My cheeks... my chin... everywhere looked grey, and my mouth was pale with a tint of blue. I panicked. I started to wonder why I looked like this- perhaps it was because truly... my time has come ... (not death for goodness sakes-), but really I think that my body's telling me that I'm exhausted.

I came back to the living room and sat down in the chair.

My back ached... my face was grey and my body wouldn't bulge. I said to myself--- I need to get up- so that I could walk back to my room and sleep. For some strange reason my body just would not move. It felt like my entire body weight suddenly quadrupled, and there was nothing that I could have done but just sit there.

So I sat there.

My eyes began to close... (by this time I was so tired --- I couldn't even hear the sound coming from the movie... that was still playing in the background).

Anyway to make a long story short I somehow stood up and cralwed into my bedroom where I splashed cold water on my face and jumped into my bed.