Interesting Weekend...

So here we go- back to one of those early mornings late evenings time of the day. I hope that Rachelle ends up finding her MAC--- if the DJ stole it--- then really he must be a total dumbass because he was hosting a corporate event; it's not like we didn't pay him to show up. I'm so tired right now, but lately I haven't been able to get to bed early enough. I tend to worry about things- but the term should be changed to "concern", because I'm trying really hard to lessen my stress levels.

So I"m supposed to call this guy, but really I think that I'm way too shy to do anything like that, but in all honesty I think it's this whole 'lack of time' thing, and 'lack of patience' to even go through with any kind of dating right now. Maybe I really like myself too much. I'm beginning to learn how to love myself first instead of trying to please eveyone else on my list.

Rachelle and I went downtown with some buddies to Tantric on Friday night. It was my second time at jam where most of the people were african american. I had a lot of fun, and after exams we're all supposed to go again- *gasp* can't waiiiiiiiiiit!!!!!!!!!!!

I made a vow that I would quit smoking and really start working out in January, and I anticipate to keep that vow, so if you're hoping to discourage me, please go ahead and do so, and thank you in advance because "yes" I would probably feel pretty shitty about it, but regardless I will still not smoke despite how shitty I feel. My closet smells like crap. Seriously. My clothes reek of smoke. I can't breathe at night... I will force myself to quit smoking if I have to.

Anyway, I need to go to bed--- gotta get to school tomorrow by 10:15... LOooooooooong day tomorrow

Wyns