Happy Happy 2006.

So I'm leaving soon... There were a lot of things that happened the last couple of days, of which some were better than others. Anyway, I REALLY can't believe that I'm leaving tomorrow to Antigua. This will be the longest that I've ever been away from my mom... *sniff sniff* and my girls and my beloveddddddddd friends. There's a strange sense of restriction when I write in my blog... makes me wonder what the real purpose of this blog is in the first place since there are things that I withhold writing in here... many ... many things.

Then again, I shouldn't really care what others think anyway. For one, I know that certain people do read this... argh. It's really my own fault for broadcasting the blog in the first place.

I've been listening to Kenny G lately... Saxaphones are great. It calms and clears my mind so that I could truly think about what I need to do, plan and basically get through this semester. I'm really trying hard not to think about all that I need to do when I return from my trip, but it's sooooooooo hard. Is there anything out there that could help me just block those things awayyyyyyyyyyy. Self control I guess- something that I need to "practice" -lol. I promise.. that I will try really hard not think about the things that I need to do, since the laptop will be staying home and the project will not be worked on. HAHA. I so want to bring my laptop though... it would probably melt in the sand.

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On another note... trying to concentrate on the trip. Here are some things that I MUST do when I get to Antigua (no, I will not leave until I do these things).

• Massage on the beach. (a nice and decent one- not one of those cheap ass ones)
• Consume massive amounts of alcohol.
• Find and steal lots of seashells (I've always wanted to do that - I'm so gay. HAHA)
• Take lots and lots of pictures.
  
• Get a serious tan.
  

The anticipation has ended. I would just now really like to go and get over it.