Argh.

Ever get that sick feeling that makes your body feel all depressed. Feels like someone's pushing your heart downwards, and simultaneously you feel like vomiting. This feeling usually leads to depression... Well at least that's what Terry used to tell me. It really doesn't take much for me to feel bad. I felt so bad today that I almost cried at work, which would have been so embarrassing.

I hate feeling bad, but I do, and I don't know how to stop feeling bad. Maybe it's the lack of nicotine. Whatever the reasons I don't feel too good these days.