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So how should I put this? ERmmmmmmm... It's been awhile since someone's been so thoughtful. I had such a wonderful weekend thanks to a special someone. I'm not sure what I did to have someone like him appear in my life, but I'm glad that he's here. Being able to relax and just be in the arms of the person you care about is a lovely feeling.

At the same time ... I have never felt so comfortable being on my own. I like the fact that I could wake up whenever I want - I enjoy going out with the girls without being questioned - and this time on my own forces me to learn more about myself, to be independent, to dedicate time on me - I finally found time to paint- to do research on things such as the objectification theory, --- and these moments mean so much to me because this time allows me to discover who I am and what I want in life. Things are clearer now that I'm single too... I'm able to see the faults- all the things that I let pass by when at that time it was obvious to everyone else that I was letting people take advantage of me. I now know how I want to be treated how I like to be treated and that I could choose not to talk to mean people. (damn those mean people! !! != what's wrong with you guysssssssssss) @(*$U(@)$*@)($*).

This special person is so special though...