Tonight...

i think that i need to make some serious changes in my life. Having not worked for four consecutive days makes me think about certain things... clubbing, smoking, dancing and drinking some is a bit tiring....

i'm looking to do more outdoor activities... i continue to say that i will do these things but find myself at clubs on the weekend.

maybe i'll cut down to going once a week instead of twice a week (which is too much) and drinking to only once a week? i wonder who reads this... i have this odd feeling that everyone's reading this thing... which shouldn't be true - anyway

so no more clubbing.. a bit tired of the scene, maybe i need to stop going and then go back later (becuase then i'll miss it) hahahahhhahah

Other than that everything else seems to be going well... school.. work... I can't really complain. I just hope that one weekend I could stay home, unwind and just be by myself. It's a bit strange for me to think that way, because just a month ago I was so afraid to even have a minute for myself... It feels so different now... I think that I've finally learned how to be comfortable with myself.