strange night

(deleted the nasty description of the latter area)

on a lighter note- phil's restaurant was very pleasant.

i'm sitting on my bed right now, typing this, it's sooooooooooo nice outside- i should be at JDs with the girls instead, but i've decided to stay in to take a short nap.

i feel like my body's shouting 'enough' to me, gotta go down to rich's party tonight anyways, so might as well get some rest, and of course my homework too.

you know you'r tired when your mascara doesn't wipe off your eyes.

i'm still not very sure about my decision, but then again everything happens for a reason. sometimes i just hoped that i had more time to make a choice, rather than rushing into anything.

at the moment i really want nothing more than a little bit of free time to spend with my mom, and my girls... and of course a little bit more time to rollerblade and work out at the gym. i've decided that i will join the gym and quit smoking starting on monday (after the long weekend). i picked my courses for the fall and winter sessions... i think that i should be able to handle nine courses. i'm doing five now and it seems alright. can't believe that everything happened so quickly... the first day of university felt like it was only yesterday, and before i can say more- the last year is coming in september. i'm a bit excited about school finally coming to an end (after 17 years of school... you kinda figured it's enough). i took a couple of french courses, and some computer science courses (this will be hilarious, but then again we got sheens haha). i also took some art history courses.... i want to take something that would interest me - because ... i don't think that i'll be going back to school in awhile hahaha. i think that i'll actually miss school .. . so strange...

i really hope that i did the right thing, damn - i really do... but i guess it's too early to judge at the moment anyway- we'll see. then again- who's to judge right or wrong.. where is the validity in that--- it's all just an opinion anyway, considering all the other disturbing things that happen in our society,... ek- it could be worse.