Getting Better

After three full days of rest and no work... I'm finally starting to feel a little bit better. When I woke up today I decided that it was time to hit the gym, so I got my gear on and went for a run, which turned out to be the 20 most gruelling minutes of my life. After having a good sweat though, I felt a lot better; like a heavy burden was lifted off of my shoulders. Mind you, it could have easily been the Extra Strength Buckleys that helped me sleep hence giving me enough energy to parktake in 20 minutes of sweating and panting (funtimes). Regardless it helped and since I am getting fat this boosted my self-esteem by ... two points!

I'm starting to like spending time by myself. I enjoy being able to wake up whenever I want to, and doing things without having to think about anyone else. I like spending hours on end painting and listening to Jazz FM not having to worry about wasting time. I like calling up people at my convenience, and yes not picking up the phone when I really just don't feel like it. Like a switch I'm able to shut the world on and off...

It's so great! lol- Anyway, it's just freedom from a relationship. I guess I never knew what freedom meant until I got a chance to feel and touch it.